LOL's camp have come to an end....3 days flew past so quickly. i joined the camp only on the second day...cos i still have lessons in school...holidays only starts on 12 dec. The camp was great! its good to see my frens again...yup i made new frens too. and got to know some people better...the relationships in LOL has definately grew stronger! The games were also fun but i missed it. Anyway...hope to see them in church on sunday! ...and i hope i have the time to join them for the next camp.

These days...busy busy..been busy with project submissions and presentation..which will be on tml..argh! so nervous..next week will be exams! so stressful..I'm already in the holiday mood! maybe frens ard me are having holidays...haiz..cant wait for these 2 weeks to past quickly!
Cant wait for holidays!! i want to catch up with frens whom i haven talk to for a long time...and some church members..hehe. yup
During times like these i pray that God will guide me thru all these and strengthen me.
ok..got to go back to work..till then. :-)

These days.. reading 2 books..."Purpose Driven Life" by Rick Warren and a Missionary Book "Jim Elliot", Heroes Of the Faith. Its very very interesting.!.i see my purpose unfolds day by day...and applying what i've learnt to my life...
Somehow..i felt that God is trying to tell me that my purpose is "Missions"...hmmz..well i like travel..From Sonic Edge cell, i've learnt that God uses your interests to do his will..woow...some thoughts came to me.."can this be true?" "God are you speaking to me?" "Is this what u want me to do?" and "Lord i have no experience". I've been going to Sonic Cell regularly....and everytime there will be a guest speaker talking about gifts and purpose of life...where..... each of us with unqiue gifts will serve HIM in different places..we will have a calling..to do His will...some will be called to be pastors, missionaries, teachers...etc...I felt that God is trying to equip us now to be prepare to go out of our comfort zone..He is "hitting" me and made me wonder what my purpose is..and i've been seeking! the bible says..."seek and you shall find" ! True enough..i've somehow got a vision and a direction to go..but i felt i still need confirmation and i need to equip myself by knowing the Word and learning from others who have experience..yup and those books i'm reading help me too! That Missionary book "Jim Elliot" was given to me as a birthday gift..Eileen said she felt that God wanted her to give me that book..Again, the good Lord certainly knows what we are going thru and i didnt even tell Eileen what my vision was and what i've been thinking about! how amazing!

I'm very excited to do my purpose in future..U know...When one sees life as a temporary assignment, he will no worry about what he will eat, wear or have...i'm still learning..haha.i fall for those nice houses along farrer road..haha so nice..and i used to say i'll study hard and earn lots to have one of the houses there..ever since 14 years of age.
But well..God told me that all these will not last..Jim Elliot said "He is no fool who gives what he cannot keep to gain what he cannot lose"
Its not easy...i can type all these but i am still flawed ..especially when i do not come from a very rich family..But its true all these dun last..
..when i look forward to eternity! there will be treasures for us! God will reward us accordingly...and it will last forever and ever.
Yuup! i'll update again soon..

Sitting in the library, thinking of my appointments in the evening. Its been a long time since i met my Sec Sch frens..wondering will there be major changes in them...Its good to meet up once in a while, catching up with them. 5 more mins and i'll be going to class..Some holidays are coming up! a longer weekend..Yay.
heez...ok...i think i'll jus stop here..got to run.

Listening to Massive Attack-tear drop...now..hmmz..today i didnt go school...wasted 3 hours in the stupid time consuming poly clinic..Well, no choice no money to see private doctor.
Later gonna get tixs with the boys to go KL..HAHA!
These days, wanna thank GOd for straightening out my life with Him and also blessing me abundantly.
Heez..My big day is coming...cant wait...dun even know whats gonna happen? Who will i meet? alll i know i still have to go school on Sat..really crappy.
so many ppl are celebrating their big day in Nov..haa..dates like 5,6,7,8 and also next week 13.
God bless u all.

Argh...Kai and Chalk are bz in school...Kai final year NUS..chalk also Nus..haiz..no time to commit in the band yet..well i really hope we can come together and do smth soon.